Catherine's Cloud in the Sky!

星期六剛好是農曆新年的前一個晚上，i remember there is a term for it, but i forgot what it's called right now, so i'll just skip, hahaha



The guy who did the floor had finished his part yesterday, so today we only have this guy ( his friend,姓薛) who's expertise is in marble flooring.  I was really tired by noon because I was out of snack.........snack that i can have during the diet, so i had to wait until noon when i can finally borrow mom's car and go out to get something to eat.



I went to 7-11 and got myself a biscuit + chicken salad on wheat bread.  I ate in the car for about 30 minutes, and then drove to Target and Walmart to buy drawer carts.  By the time I got home, it was 4pm in the afternoon, 2 hours away from going to uncle's house to join the BIG FAMILY GET-TOGETHER DINNER.



I pretty much didn't eat any food or drinks the relatives brought to uncle's house.  I was in a good mood to stick with my strict diet rules, especially i heard at least 3 times of "Gosh Catherine, you look skinny!" and "how much weight did u loose?", hehehehehe~~~~



There were some odd moments though.  The first one was when Debrah (my uncle's eldest daughter) walked pass by and asked what i was doing when i was holding my Herbalife cup and about to mix the water + shake mix powder.  Another one was my uncle saw me pouring the shake mix powder, and he got nervous.  He said "wait, what is that in your hand?"



As if I'm using illegal drug to get high in his house.................bbbbbbbb

i would never do that in my whole life, drug equals self-destruction of my own future, why would i get involved in that?



I know how people feel when they see a young girl on a diet, but what they don't know is that i have a low self-esteem.  I'm not sure how low it is, when i flew up north to visit Bob in Seattle (my wonderful and tells all the truth that i don't want to know), he simply said "everybody around you loves you even when you're not skinny".  At the time my reaction was "what are you talking about? of course i know u guys love me".  10 seconds later, it just hit me, what he meant was "no matter what you look on the outside, you are still who we love and care about".  And that almost made me cry in front of him........



長達六個半月的減重對我來說，有痛苦，也有開心的時刻

我用自己的獎助學金買產品，買自己的健康，學習正確飲食的知識；日後即使不再吃了，也知道該如何保持千辛萬苦換來的身材＋健康

我覺得自己很幸運，有愛我的親友，也有了解我的阿雯在這段期間體恤我偶爾的bitchy behavior，在新年正式到來之前，想向大家說聲感謝，明年我會變得更好！