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這是一篇靠么文,不要理我,心情不好的人也別看下去了,沒啥營養的


ah well....I've been writing a lot of negative aspects of my daily life recently, I'm going to pass for this one.  It really isn't a big of a deal.....at least for now.  After the anger has died down, the thoughts went to "why bother?  I'll be out of this shipwreck in a year or two, so i'll drop it" direction.

Honestly, I think my focus in life right now is to go out there and gain experience, I can use it as a ticket to move on to a better place.  I know my friend has no such worries in her life, since she's....well....has a rich dad....

Ah well, it's her life, and her problem.  Just don't bug me when I'm tring to strive for a living.  And don't say anything about i stayed home too much.  If it wasn't because I have to work/study/design hard to get good grades in school in order to graduate, why would I be at home and trying to finish the assignments from the professors?  Don't call it "catherine doesn't like to go out because she's a loner".  Hey, if I really want to drop everything and not worry about the REALITY, i can do it.  But the thing is, I can't risk my future just because of this.  It's plain stupid.

If I ruined my future, who's going to support me financially later on?
My friend?
Ha, yeah right...


I'm not an idiot, and I certainly don't live up in clouds.  You can imagine you live in clouds once you don't need to worry about the income, but i'm not there yet, so I do work hard to get income, period.
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